My name is Sandra G. Formally known as Sandra Silva some of you might know me back in my wayward days. My sinner days are my years of wandering the wilderness as the former drinker. I guess you would say alcoholic for years. Nightly, I would go to this Denny's and the nicest guy, the most helpful, accommodating, kind and loving, dude there was a now friend of mine who became a friend later in time. His name is Saul. He truly was a blessing. Always helping me out! That's was during a time of my brokenness, Lord Jesus Christ, my Lord and my savior turned my butt around! He healed me from my past my waywardness those days for me are long gone.
I am now a mother. I'm about to be 42 in a week. I could never bear children. I'm a wife. I'm so happy! I have also three bonus kids who are my husband's children, but they are mine too. I got a lot to be thankful for! There's so much more to tell, but all I wanna say is I'm grateful that people can see me from the past and now they can see me now, beautifully broken, but healed by Christ.
Saul, is so kind! When he saw me again he recognized me! I thought nobody would recognize me now because I'm so different. I dress different. Well,.... maybe not so different. I used to be the catty Wompus cat Woman. Some of you unfortunately knew me in those days. Those weren't my best days...
To those whom I harmed... I know 6 years of sobriety has past... I'm aware I don't need to apologize, but I deeply apologize for that whatever it was I said or did. Jesus is awesome. His salvation is not too good for any person on this earth. I know that from experience. I was the worst of sinners. I don't even call "sin" that word. I call it "stuff". We all have "stuff". We all have mess-ups, screw ups, blow ups, break ups. I learned to find a way to count it all Joy. That's what my Bible tells me.
This is my first marriage. I'm happy to say I'm grateful that my husband is a gift. My family is a gift. 2 life is a gift. It's amazing that I'm even alive today! When I got to see Saul it was the biggest blessing cause he remembered me. I remembered him too. He's a super cool dude he's a good hard worker and he deserves much praise! Give that man a raise!! Please!! He's worth it!
I've said too much but I just wanna let you know, to bless others. Don't curse! Jesus says not to. The fig tree! Life ands death is in the power of the tongue! So be a blessing on this earth to everyone! God bless you all and I hope this bless somebody today.
Please give Jesus a chance! He's not a stuck up stickler! He's so fun and so cool! I think if we all did, this world would just be so much better and so much more healed! You don't have to be perfect! You will never be able to do it perfectly! That's not his expectation! Sure he advises we obey. Your walk is your own. Salvation is already available to you! Jesus died on the cross for all our stuff! He rose again in three days. Holy Ghost is with us! In the eyes of Jesus we are perfect to him because where is kids! He's a fun dad! And that's what I realized the moment I saw my baby and held her in my arms the very first time! Bible is about family! God is so good. He's not too good for any sinner so this is my recommendation. Just start talking to Jesus! That's my motto! That's not too hard, right? I know it sounds nuts, but you gotta be a little nuts when you've been through so many cool things and seen so much cool stuff as I have! And I've shared that entire journey along side my Hubby! Lastly, I'll say have a blessed new year and have a blessed life!!!
, drop! Amen!!
Sandra G.
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