Sorry Karthik , but I suffer not being able to lay down and also breath for the pressure in my chest . Its 4 am and this is the third time I've had to sit up because of the breathing problems tonight . I cant take it any more . I would be writing you directly but i tried that over and over already . The clear inference is don't breath , if it's a problem , or just sleep standing up like a horse . The medicine he gives me does not work . The medicine that works like a miracle , he withholds from me . I now care little for bedside manner if the true cause of my breathing suffering goes unmolested . If the doctor your given is not interested in the lessening of actual human suffering in arms reach , in our time in our town , then we have all lost our way . When obvious human suffering and pain goes without effective care , when such care exists , there is a breach of the most basic human contract , let alone doctor care . Some of you readers will read this posthumously , that means after it's no longer funny . The silence that he greets your story with might be confused with understanding , but you may also be disappointed , like me in the end . To know with certainty that I could lay down and sleep instead of sitting up in the middle of the night miserable , but for this dr 's choice to withhold what works , is a frustration too too .Testing my daytime breathing for my nighttime complaint as your reason to dismiss me is disingenuous . The clicking and wailing sounds my night breathing has goes unrecorded as part of his program of denial of care . I mean effective care . The other feature that did not win a place on his record about me is the fact that as i sit here now I am drenching another shirt through with sweat . Thats not right but because he wont write it down it doesn't exist . these are the games they play with supposedly YOUR record .I can only imagine he is playing this for economy of effort , care , or concern . Sweat rolling down the sides of my torso I tell you because he , my dr wont even hear me .
The logo on his card is disturbingly like the peace dove the christians wave around to find each other . I'm left in the dark to solve if this is central to his failure to include me . Waving jesus at work should be illegal . when medicine lays down with religion and shirks the former lover science , its a problem . Your lung dr like this one can ignore obvious and helpful conclusions based on flawed tests so you would never even hear about the medicine that would allow you to lay dowm AND breath AT THE SAME TIME . Maybe the meaning i'm not gettiing is how dare I as a poor person expect any care let alone good care . I would be sleeping and not publishing if the care i got here met my actual medical need read more
