I would like to meet the man in person first for a meaning. I have issues that I have worked through largely and live a good life, an amazing life, until recently but it will be fixed.
When I entered college I had trouble public speaking. I talked with my professor, I had a stutter that came and went, also ad a youth 13 or so was involved in a mass tragedy where someone very close to me was lost. I have had pain got uears but made breakthroughs accepted and prefer not to talk about it anymore unless to help others who similarly to them it happened. Over the years, I did major damage to my back moving very very about the heaviest item (musical) other than a car you can move into a house. A few years later my back would hurt, took an MRI, it was awful, doc put mr on Norco and fot whatever reason changed me lorazepam.and upped it to two per day with a type great for sleep at night. It took years and more accidents before a dependency on pain pills became apparent? But after 5 years of use when I felt I needed it, I only used a few times a week or before public speaking. Much later due to tje fact I began using daily at times for school, a half a pill, and switched through as many as the doc knew of and some he did not, to decide what worked best. Today I came back to Xanax 3 years ago. It is undeniable it helps and quickly, I keep plenty diazepam as is best for me and muscle pain. And have some so sorry the name gel tablet benzos for sleep. All were Rzx'd to me before my past away, was in am accident and crushed my ankles with the back and otjer problems, a new hip at 26 and osteo necrosis" for 4 years I took #300 30mg ir oxycodone, and of course he liked Ativan at the time I dont dislike it so I accepted. Each following doc said I was given "way too much says who the government" or I can give you 6 a day but need to find someone else for your anxiety
.thanks like it is easy like that. I took 300 30 or a month oxycontin, I choose to come down from 240 oxycodone every 2 weeks and accept three, I didn't sell them, and was not looking for a "high" I would like to meet with doc explain all of thos, also that I have researched and been very incentive to live the best life possible by making my own garden with seeds from a gigantic opioid poppy bulb, extracting the opium, and settling the liquid after thickening into ice sheet sized cubes) amounts, only use a chip or make a tea if I am really in pain now, and found two off label meds thar have helped me for years, even make me feel kinda "high" I am not looking for test but so much relief is when you use up toward the max dosages of these non narcotics. I can get boxes of 100 0.5 xan for 25, 30 a box. Clonazepam 2's 90 for $150, on and on, or I know a man who presses bars will alprazolam powder in his lab, never fails his product looks like the original but somehow better. I rejected the whole medical establishment after they tried to turn my life into hell, non cancer pain suffers killed themselves, suicide or fentanyl came in? We know what prohibition does, and that policy was great to appease the devil.. I was there durring the oxy scare, some ruined their job, lives, smoked or shot them, but Zod's were played up junkies never odd from pharmaceuticals. They allowed poison onto the streets that is a powerful sacrifice. I HOPE HE LISTENS TO ME and makes my life a little easier I shouldn't have to worry about running out of a drug I am by nature careful with. read more
