New Roots Ibogaine - the name of the facility when I was there in February of 2022 - keeps deleting my honest review of their facility on Google so here I am on Yelp! In February when I attended their program, not on my own will but by the will of my parents, I was there for two weeks and was informed on what ibogaine was and very scared to do it! When it came to the day of the flood dose there was a much heavier, much taller man on the bed beside mine who they were giving the exact same flood dose as me (5 300mg capsules). Because of this I panicked and only wanted to take three of the capsules, still a pretty large flood dose, but for some reason the facility could not let me do this. While I was out of my mind on Ibogaine and not able to function, very much so hallucinating and not in the right state of mind to give any sort of consent, the woman administering the ibogaine and the nurses present took it upon themselves to start opening my mouth and trying to force the ibogaine capsules down my throat while I was unable to move, and lacing a drink with ibogaine to try to get me to drink. I was so resilient and so obviously did not want to take the fourth or fifth capsule that I had to cheek one of them and pocket it (which didn't stop them because they immediately found it and still tried to force me to take it!) When they brought out the ibogaine drink telling me to "drink this" I was so inebriated that I listened until I realized that it was WATER LACED WITH IBOGAINE! after that was when they started to try to shove the other pills down my throat. eventually, which felt like an eternity into my trip, I was so out of my mind that i just let the nurse feed it to me. I specifially remember watching a hyperrealistic diagram of the ibogaine traveling down my throat and disolving into my stomach. this experience gave my ibogaine trip such a negative energy that a good portion of my trip was about the facility taking legal action against me for cheeking a pill and forcing me to get baptized. The woman administering the ibogaine told me "We're going to call your parents and tell them what you've done!" which made a part of my trip about my parents scolding me for not taking the capsules. I genuinely believe this experience negatively impacted me and I have no idea why they couldn't just accept that I was only comfortable taking 900mg instead of 1500! please only know that you're 100% certain that you want to do ibogaine - what I believe to be the most powerful and intense hallucinogen in the world - or the facility WILL take it upon themselves to force you to do ibogaine! Although I do have fond memories of the food, some of the staff, the hot tub and sweat lodge they were completely ruined by being pressured and forced to partake in a heavier dose of ibogaine, something I never wanted to do in the first place. I think it's so rude of them to keep deleting my review knowing they 100% did this to me because they don't want something as horrible as shoving a drug down a girls mouth and lacing a drink with the drug to ruin their reputation. They should have thought about that when they did it to me in the first place. read more