Nothing could be better than people loving you when you can't find the love for yourself. Mental health workers at Montare have helped me in so many ways. My physical disabilities my mental disabilities. I have been able to laugh again cry jump in the pool at all my problems load away. Today I have my own suite again this is a blessing. When I need to get away, meditate or journal without being disturbed, that's wonderful that's a blessing. Sometimes I watch the sunrise and sit in the back on the patio deck watch the Littles, rabbits, coyotes, and Deers walk up and down the mountain side. I am a big fan of Farkle, playing pool I have gotten a little better than when I first arrive at the house on the hill and Studio City. The bowling experiences have been great, a little camaraderie. We recently visit MB2. This is a company that offers go kart racing, 3-D, virtual reality, games laser tag and arcades. It's great to have money in my pocket. The food is wonderful from chef. James is a great chef. My therapist is Sheantel it's wonderful to have someone that listens to you. Can give you options. And how you make statements. And how your thinking pattern works. Dr. D. is the best she trains her staff with knowledge and they revert back to her from time to time for advice on different clients that are having more extreme issues. And those issues are taken care of because I can see the difference in my self. I'm a hard case. never want anyone to do anything for me. Didn't want to hear shit from anyone all the change because I want to help and my father wants told me son you can't tell help how they can help you or else you don't need my help. i'm thankful for Stephanie and admissions giving me a second chance or actually third maybe the fourth chance. When I called her, she was strict. She said to me Derek I told you if you leave early again I'm not gonna let you back. But I humble myself and I spoke for my heart, and I think it touched her heart because I'm back Montare House On The Lake. In Miami, we have a Saying we put two fingers up and shake them behind the ear, and say trueeeeeeeeeeeeee read more