Thank you Dr. Caroline at Lap of Love for your compassion and professionalism helping our almost 15…read moreyear old Kentucky southern belle dog Rosie cross the Rainbow Bridge on her favorite ottoman while my daughter and I gently stroked her fur, whispered "You are such a good girl" and snuggled our faces and body near her. Rosie was our first female dog and second family dog.
Our first dog Napa was put to sleep and crossed the Rainbow Bridge at the Veterinary office on Christmas Eve. He collapsed at home that morning. I brought him to the vet to find he was ridden with cancer. We were told the chances of him surviving the needed blood transfusion were low due to his quality of life including his age and cancer diagnosis. I called my husband who arrived with our three young daughters, all of them crying hysterically as they entered the veterinarian office to say goodbye to the dog that was with them all when they were born and brought them unconditional love, loyalty, laughter and joy for 11 years.
On Thanksgiving morning Rosie's distress was evident making it so difficult for us to enjoy the holiday worrying about her. The following morning, she was much worse, so I brought her to the vet. The radiographs showed her lungs were filled with cancer and fluid. Rosie was suffering and it was time to relieve her pain.
The vet knew we had little time left with Rosie. We were given the option to bring her home to say our goodbyes or have her put to sleep at the moment. I brought her home to spend the weekend with her (Friday-Sunday) and made an appointment with Lap of Love to come to our house on Sunday.
I had several home euthananasia referrals from the veterinarian, yet there was little availability during Thanksgiving weekend. Lap of Love, Merrimack Valley, NH was highly recommended and had available vets and appointments available each day. She was home with us Friday afternoon. I made an appointment for Sunday to enjoy our last weekend spoiling and loving her. Yet, unfortunately, Rosie's respiratory rate was triple and her struggle was unbearable. Desperate, I called back that afternoon (Friday, same day as vet appointment) and asked Lap of Love if they had appointments the following morning. Yes, they had availability in the morning and afternoon. Out of compassion, we chose the morning, unable to watch her suffer any longer.
Dr. Caroline, Lap of Love, veterinarian was full of compassion and professionalism with our beloved Rosie and our family. She explained what would happen and referred to the euthanasia medicine as "angel juice" which was compassionate and comforting for our aching hearts. The quality of care began from the moment we called Lap of Love and talked to the phone administrative assistants. I called several times and each person was full of compassion as I struggled to speak, while I was crying. Prior to Dr. Caroline's arrival, moments after making the appointment, Lap of Love emailed us grieving resources including a pet grieving support group, and literature explaining how Rosie and our other dogs will experience her loss. They also told me I could call them if I needed to talk to someone who could help us with the anxiety, sadness, and devastating feelings associated with losing our beautiful Rosie, who was part of our family.
Rosie was given a sedating medicine and Dr. Caroline told us to take as much time as we needed before she would receive the "angel juice". When we were ready, she gently gave her the juice, and we comforted Rosie as she quietly crossed the Rainbow Bridge. Dr. Caroline then went to her car to give us time to grieve. When we were ready she told us to let her know. We helped bring in the stretcher, and gently slid Rosie onto it. Dr. Caroline placed a beautiful blanket on Rosie and gently strapped her to the stretcher. We helped put her in Dr.Caroline's car. The stretcher had wheels ensuring it was a gentle and loving experience.
I am grateful that we were able to have Rosie cross the Rainbow Bridge in the comfort of her home surrounded by her loving human and dog family. She was such a happy, energetic, silly, devoted, loyal and gentle soul who brought so much love and joy to our life. Rosie is now an angel with our dog Napa and all of the beloved pets that we have loved throughout our lives. I thought it would be difficult watching her pass at home, yet the experience of at home euthanasia provided Rosie peace and comfort unlike going to the veterinarian office which is often stressful for dogs. It's only been a few weeks, and I miss her terribly. Yet, it brings me comfort knowing we gave Rosie the best option for a peaceful passing in the comfort of her dog family and humans at home. Lastly, my memory of the experience is peaceful and not traumatic knowing it was compassionate for all of us saying goodbye to our "Queen" in the comfort of home.