I was referred to this facility by my therapist after telling her how much I was struggling to cope with the recent loss of my uncle. I was overwhelmed with grief, anxiety, and survivors guilt and said something that I shouldn't have said. My therapist told me that coming here would be a nice little break, and I can take some time to focus on myself and get my head on straight. She also stated that I would be released in 24 hours. This sounded pretty good to me at the time, so I decided to give it a try.
Giving it a try, was one of the worst decisions I've made in my entire life. Intake took FOREVER, and after getting settled in, I quickly realized that this was not the place for me. I was on the same floor as patients who were detoxing, just left jail, and experiencing EXTREME psychosis. It was also co ed which I was not aware of.
After 24 hours, I explained to the doctor, psychiatrist, and all of my nurses that I was ready to go home. I was crying because I missed my family deeply, and being there only seemed to make my anxiety worse. However they did not listen, and I ended up staying for two more days. They kept trying to give me meds that I didn't need, and I refused all except for the Trazadone to help me sleep. Even after taking it though, I still barely got any sleep. As soon as I would fall asleep, one of the patients would have a huge outburst causing me to wake up. This was super frustrating. The pillows and beds also suck, and they kept it freezing in the rooms, and only gave ONE blanket.
This place is not voluntary as advertised! They will hold you there for no apparent reason, even after speaking with your family and hearing how safe your environment at home is! They make it seem like leaving AMA is an option, but when you bring it up they scare you by saying you could possibly get sent somewhere worse. Gym time is non existent even when there's a group of people that want to go. They will have it listed on the daily schedule, but will not take you. Smh! This experience is why I will never do in patient again.
A few positives: Group therapy was helpful, I learned a lot, and I looked forward to every session. However, music therapy was my fav! My roommate was amazing, and her kindness and support got me through this experience. I also connected with a few other people from different walks of life, and they also helped me get through my stay at Copper Springs! The techs were awesome, and I could tell that they really cared about the patients. Curtis and Brin were my favorite In particular. Curtis was so understanding, and he took the time to actually listen to me. He was supportive in every way, and I felt safe when he was there at night. Brin, would come and sit with me during the day and we talked about The Walking Dead lol. These conversations made such a huge impact because I felt like I was back at home.
If you are thinking about coming here for whatever reason, I highly recommend doing research first, and taking the time to really think about it!!! read more