When I say that Judy saved my life I think that would be an understatement. I was living a lifetime in darkness and could not find my way out. From the seedier aspects of society to a world view born of self-loathing and a low self esteem, to harboring post traumatic stress that was as old as I was. I have been there. Alcoholism, drug abuse, the streets, and needlessly putting myself in harms way. I have never really been happy or expecting to live for very long, and this came to a head with my membership in biker gangs. I am the product of a lifetime of bad choices. I came to Judy in desperation. I knew that somewhere, somebody had the answers, because life surely HAD to be more than what I was making of it. I have been to the psychologists, the psychiatrists and all the other "usual suspects" associated with the American Medical Cartel and its ilk. I have been prescribed enough medication to kill a herd of buffalo, and this has only made matters worse. I came to Judy at the end of my rope. No support group could help me, no church or religion could save me, and I did not have it in me to continue. My agenda was simple:
Victory or death.
I was either going to be able to succeed in this life in a healthy and positive manner or I was going to commit suicide. Plain and simple, though I did not communicate this to her at the time.
We began a deep regiment of hypnotherapy to address the many instances of severe emotional trauma in my life; some of which I was aware of, others of which I was not. The end results were nothing short of miraculous. And I use this word in its literal, and not metaphorical sense. The change was immediately felt and almost immediately noticed. It is astounding to all those who have ever known me, and I shan't indulge in fancy or dramatic jargon to promote was has been the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. I still see Judy when I need to. She is a beacon of light in a world full of darkness, and will bring out the best in yourself and take no credit for anything you have not done on your own. All she does is "light the way," it is you who knows the way back home.
I have never experienced this level of joy and positivity in my life. I have never known what it is like to have hope. I have never simply been happy "in the now" and seen life as a series of potential possibilities for positive experience and creation. I have never loved myself before. I am learning how to do that now. If this sounds too holistic or unbelievable to you, I can understand that. I really can. Because I look in the mirror these days and I see a bright and beautiful smile beaming back at me in the reflection; and I have no idea who that guy is looking at me, but he has always been there and I just couldn't see him before. I didn't even know he existed.
I am only beginning to now get to know who he is after 45 years of consecutive misery, I have finally freed my soul from darkness and bondage. My journey begins now. Thank you Judy. You have help me make my world a beautiful place at long last. I never suspected that happiness could feel so good. The absence of misery is worth its weight in diamonds.
You are a true healer in every sense of the word. And I now appreciate the miracle that is life. You are an angel among humankind. read more
