So i would like to share something very serious with my friends and family that Shawn and I experienced on our way to Victorville California on Sunday night. I hope you all please take what i have to share serious cuz honestly people can talk about things and bring awareness, but until you actually experience it you will never understand the fear or how incredibly scary and seriously how quick your life could change or even have it end. It was about 930 that night We had decided to stop at a gas station right off the freeway to get gas. this gas station was the first one we had come to after driving miles with none in site.. Its was very well lit up and a Shell station so we didnt think we were stoping at a dumpy ran down station that are out in the middle of nevada that we would not stop at. We pulled in and shawn and i both got out of car and shawn started to pump the gas, as he was doing the i told him i was going into store to use restroom. As i entered the store it was a small store and so you could see everything and everyone that was in it. as i walked to the back of the building to the bathroom i instantly felt eyes on me, a black guy tall and huge and a Hispanic older man standing up against the wall... there was a man who was a worker in the womens restroom cleaning it as i got to the the door so i had to wait about a minute till he was done with both these men still stairing at me.. I finally got into the bathroom and by the way my phone is in the car and Shawn still outside. as i was using the bathroom i honestly had never felt the kind of fear that had came over me before.. literally sitting in the stall figuring out how i was gonna handle the situation.. i knew i was not gonna walk out of that store without Shawn. i got done and went back in the store area and both those guys were gone and another hispanic guy thug looking all tatted up with tattoos on his neck was just standing at the door and had to get on my tippy toes to look outside as my thought was to get shawns attention, but thankfully he was walking in the store just at that time. He walked in not realizing what was going on and i didnt say anything. he handed me the keys and said he was goiing to the bathroom really quick.. i turned to him and only said i am not walking out of this store with out you. all while that quick interaction happing the gal the WAS at the front register is no where in sight and the thug guy walked out and now there was another hispanic guy at register.. not buying anything from the store.. while shawn was in bathroom i went over to cooler to buy a drink.. Oh and Yes im this whole time im steal scared out of my mind. fear that until you feel it i cant even explain. a tall big European guy walked in.. again eyes on me.. kept walk up and down the aile thatbi was in behind me.. Finally Shawn came out of bathroom and again i still havnt said anything to him. as we walked up to register to pay Shawn caught on and realized what was going on.. he said let hurry and get to car.. i dont know if he knew i knew again i think we both were trying to stay calm at this time to not over react to the situation.. as we were walking out to car and i still had keys in my hand that big tall black guy came rushing up to our vehicle in a grey suburban as he was gonna come up to the passenger side of the car on the side i was getting in on.. riggt beforw the black guy coukd another car drove up to the pump on the passenger side blicking him forcing him to stop.. when he stoped he had his window rolled completely down stairing at Shawn.. Shawn yelled at me to run to car and get in.. Also you guys when i say rushues us, he sped to our car.. We got in the car locked doors, started car and sped out of there.. in the meen while as we were pulling out the suburban reversed out and followed us onto freeway trying to catch up to us.. .. I can not express to you all the fear, sadness and the sickness i felt.. and honestly hope i can help others to please be more attentive and dont go into any place while traveling by yourself.. The sadness for the women that have been kidnapped is very overwhelming for me now. I have never in the last four years have i ever seen shawn scared and the fear in his eyes that night was very real read more