I just had a physical/ pap smear. I was first told when i came to the appointment that there wouldnt be a pap smear. I was happy when I got in With the NP Marietta Bermudez. It was undoubtedly the worst experience of my life. It was emotionally traumatizing and physically painful. She didnt listen to me when I said I never had kids, then used the wrong size speculum causing me pain, only to make the excuse, " I forgot you had no kids". like when?! when i told you i didnt have kids or when you used the wrong size speculum??!!. I had to tell her stop several times. She said she had done this many times before, but I doubt her. She was evasive in her answers and came across unsure of what she was doing. I think she shouldve had an assistant. I was as nice as I could be and tried to be understanding. I AM NEVER GOING BACK TO THIS NP read more