I Thank Gentle Goodbyes from the bottom of my Heart. Making this decision is so difficult. I had 2 elderly litter mates, brother (Jack) and sister (Sophie). Their Mother was a stray who no one would claim. I kept her unknowing she was pregnant. A few weeks later she birthed 6 puppies. Unfortunately, she tore her uterus giving birth. She had to stay in the hospital for over a week. She did survive. But now I had the overwhelming task before me. These babies needed feedings every 2 hours. I was Blessed by working for a company (Costco) that granted me 6 wks unpaid time off. The mission to save these babies was on. Nursing every 2 hours and teaching them to go potty became overwhelming quite quickly. By day 3 and running on pretty much no sleep, I was becoming a bit confused with which one I'd feed or not. I then named each one, making a spread sheet. Seemed like all I was doing was washing bottles, mixing formula, and feedings. Life was a blur. One morning at 4 a.m. there was a knock at my door. It was my dear friend Tina. She basically barged in demanding I go to bed; she was taking over. At that point I was having crying breakdowns, praying they all live, was I doing this right? I embraced the opportunity get some muchly needed sleep. Slowly the feeds weren't needed as frequent. Little closed eyes began creep open, then it seemed in no time they opened completely. I'd just hold each one up stare into those unfocused eyes and lovingly encourage them. They grew in my hands, and before my eyes. I would haul them all to the vet for progress reports. They were thieving. Finally, she gave me instructions how to introduce them to food. Oh, these stumbling little balls of fur could finally eat food. What a mess they would make. As personalities emerged my heart just filled with joy. I told my husband we would be keeping 2 of them. Since there were 5 boys and 1 girl, I knew I'd be keeping the girl, Sophie. No problem choosing which boy, Jack had the sweetest personality, so he was to be my boy. Again, I was blessed with close friends taking 2 each. I knew my pups would be in great hands and would be loved dearly. It all was falling into place, I was overjoyed. Jack and Sophie both were the sweetest, kind, and gentle addition to our family. Soph would prance around so daintily, she was our little princess, not an aggressive bone in her body. Jack just such a gentleman, people just fell in love with him. They both rarely left my side. A couple years ago I'd gone thru some very aggressive chemo treatments. Neither left my side. As I would sleep on my side, they both laid beside me, all snuggled up. They now were my encouragers. Soph would lay along my upper back. She would lick my neck two or three times then fall asleep, feeling her breathing against my neck. I will always be beyond grateful for having this experience with my babies. So, a few days short of their 13th Birthday's the hardest decision had to be made. Soph had gone blind and deaf almost a yr ago. Her quality of live diminishing slowly. Jack just out of nowhere began to decline in health, until he no longer ate. At this time, we decided it was time for them both. We felt they'd came in together; they would cross Rainbow Bridge with each other. We chose "Gentle Goodbyes" and we were amazed how professional, kind, and gentle they were. Two vets came to our home, I sat on the couch as they place one on each side of me. Resting Jack and Sophies heads on my lap. Their heads touching, I was an absolute mess. They prepared them, gave me all the time I needed, I finally gave the nod. Each Vet at the same time let them go. OMG, Sophie licked my hand as she would my neck. It was beautiful, bittersweet, and comforting they crossed over together, just as they'd arrived. We will plant their ashes with a new planted tree. They will always be with us. Gentle Goodbyes offered many options, in which we're extremely GRATEFUL!!! We can Thank You enough! You brought us Peace with our decision. read more