When I reached out to John asking for his help on my 4th CA bar prep, I had been rejected by the…read moreother ex-CA bar grader who didn't reply to my message or email, by a tutor recommended by a professor and the tutor claimed she was going on a vacation. The messages these two bar tutors sent me was I was not worth their time in helping because they saw no chance of passing the bar in me. In addition, I had only 1 more chance to go for various financial and life reasons. 1 more and that was the end of it. Most importantly, I saw little hope and had questioned myself in my ability, decision in going to law school, choosing the law career, and the huge time and money investment all together.
Even if I passed the written portion in the 1st bar attempt, the MBE portion in the second bar attempt, and was only 8 points away from passing the MBE in the 3rd attempt, my confidence was all gone after the 3rd attempt where the score was lower than the 1st and the 2nd. For the first time in my life, I started to really believe there is no point working hard if it was not meant to be. You have to know I am a death survivor, 4 times. I didn't even give up my hope for life when things were at odds against me in the ICU, but after three bar attempts in a two-year marathon of CA bar prep, together with other time-demanding tasks in life in the two years, I was defeated, psychologically and I was on the verge of giving up.
If John didn't take me, there would most likely to be little change of things. He replied very fast on an early Saturday morning to my late Friday night message - most likely the moment he saw my cry-out. I now thank the other tutors who didn't take me in the first place. Otherwise, I would not have worked with John whose insights and method of approach in the CA bar exam, particularly in the essays and Performance test, are the single greatest and effective factor in making the turn of tide. I successfully passed the July 2022 California Bar Examination.
My written portion of the 3rd attempt was a historical low: 1194.8736 away from 1390, down from the 1424.8922 of the 1st attempt, despite the fact I had rigorously written many past essays and self-evaluated each one with the 2 sample answers published. This was a big reason I felt hopeless in working hard. The harder I work, the more practice essay I do, the less score I receive?! If working hard is no solution, what else could I do?
The answer is working hard matters only if I am working hard with the right tools and going towards the right direction. John's methods on the essays and on the performance test are digestible, practical, and effective - after I practiced 24 selected past essays and 6 PTs using his respective approaches. They are digestible because after being exposed to them, you feel they are familiar and related to what I have already learned in law school, but at the same time being different than the law school practice. This difference is the key why I need to practice past essays I chose from his library of past essays - only after repeated using the method in my analysis did I learned it by heart: so well that at actual exam when the first contact essay of shipment contract threw me off the guard, the basic trainings in approaching the contract essays with the template internalized made sure that I probably still scored a passing score in that essay, with an edge of others.
He has a clear way of approaching Performance Test question as well. I found it very usable. He taught me a way to fish, rather than giving me fish.
While any of his methods do not substitute the fundamental ability in legal writing, his method makes me a lot more clear what is worth time to write on and what is not. This makes all the difference when almost everybody who survived law school are smart and have legal writing skills. We have the foundations. All we need is a push to the right direction.
Is John's bar tutoring service expensive? Yes. Do I regret paying for it? Definitely no. The difference in money is way way less in comparison with the life cost if I don't pass my last chance and give up everything altogether.
What is very important is John is a warm person deep down with a good heart. We need a person like John at the darkest hour when hope is only a flame flicking in the cold wind.
See the official passing letter from the office of admission? You will receive it too! Keep working hard, and make sure you have the right tools and are going in the right direction. The only way out is through and light is a lot closer than we may feel. Believe in yourself and keep walking in the right direction!