CPEP @ ECMC: AKA: Welcome to 3 Days of Hell
CPEP is a kind of psychiatric "emergency room" at ECMC. I was in CPEP 5 times in 2019 and it is a horrible place to be. People admitted there are made fun of and basically ignored. Staff are distant and cold and in an inner office surrounded by thick, clear plastic. If you knock on the door or window to say, get a glass of water, oftentimes you are IGNORED. There are not many beds there and they are usually taken up when you arrive so none are available. Usually a few will open up in 24 hours, but until then, you are given a blanket and you have to sleep on the floor. Another option is pushing two heavy, uncomfortable plastic chairs together and try to sleep on them, but it's impossible to sleep. The chairs are hard and uncomfortable. Besides, all the lights are on, the TV is blaring and people are laughing, yelling and otherwise carrying on, so next to no sleep for 3 days. That alone will ruin your mood.
Also, when you first arrive, nurses tell you that you cannot have your psychiatric medications because "the psychiatrist may put you on a different medication." This is bulls*it. Total bulls*it. I was there 5 times and while I spoke to a psychiatrist every time (you have to wait 3 days to see one), the psychiatrist never, ever put me on any different medications. Never. Within 24 hours of being denied psyche meds, you go into withdrawal and your symptoms, such as anxiety, panic attacks, depression, aggression, kick in full blast and you are there for three days (72 hours) average. The meds help you feel better because they help keep you mentally stable. That's 3 days without your psyche meds. A girl that was there was begging the nurses to give her her nicotine patch, but they refused. I have never smoked, but I can't imagine having to bear nicotine withdrawal for 3 days.
So you are stuck in a large room with about 20-30 people, all of which are off their psyche meds. This makes people even more agitated and unsafe. There are security guards there, but they're usually busy congregating in the corner and making fun of the patients. They called one man Frankenstein. I was made fun of once when I was there as well. The nurses in the station there made fun of me once there myself. I was trying to call a supervisor to complain about the conditions. The number to call is on a poster on a wall IN CPEP. There is one phone on the wall there and everyone has to use it, not unlike being in a prison. I got transferred around and then I spoke to someone. I heard someone say, "Turn around-- turn around!" I did so and it was one of the nurses in the station. It was she I was talking to. So in other words, if you want to complain about conditions, good luck. Everyone in the office laughed at me.
So I was off my meds and was terribly depressed, crying over and over again. I was torture. I begged nurses to give me my meds, but they refused. At one point, I threw a pillow at the plastic-surrounded station, startling them all. "This is abuse!" I yelled at them. When you arrive, you are wanded and anything on you that can be used as a weapon- shoelaces and such-- are taken from you. This is a good idea, but if someone who is off their meds and walking around possibly deranged comes up behind you, all they need to do is grab your head and yank it-- hard-- instantly snapping your neck. One man I spoke to who was there was very nervous. "I've never felt so unsafe," he said. This was because a man was walking around, yelling, "at 11 o'clock I'm gonna kill you all!" The bathrooms oftentimes have no toilet paper or no soap. I have to be desperate to take a shower there because you have no idea if the mentally ill person before you without their meds, pissed on the floor. I saw a man in CPEP put his hand down the front of his pants and he kept it there. He then approached the bathroom and turned the door's handle, using the hand that was just down his pants.
Also, you have to wait up to 24 hours to be discharged-- or longer. Imagine if you were in the ER and they told you can leave, but then you're stuck in the ER an additional for 24 hours? But in CPEP, things are "different," one of the nurses commented. You are treated "differently" from other human beings, apparently.
This is just one or two stories. I was so disturbed by my experiences there that I called channel 4 because I feel the conditions and the treatment of patients in CPEP are terrible and the public needs to know about this. The treatment of the mentally ill there, who are there because they were experiencing a mental health crisis, is unacceptable. If you or someone you love was in CPEP and you felt you were mistreated, please come forward. Don't be afraid. Hundreds of people, including myself, are behind you. read more