10 years ago, with my eyes fixated on the road, I contemplated the fact that I had just carried my tiny baby into an unfamiliar building and handed her over to strangers. I had left her there, sleeping, unaware that her mama was leaving her. I had wanted to wake her up, but I knew it wasn't wise. Better to kiss her Burt's Bees-scented head and just go. About 45 minutes later, she would awaken to the face of a perky caretaker cooing sweet sounds to her. Meanwhile, her mama would be back at her first day of work, clumsily pumping milk between meetings with tears brimming in her eyes as she tried to focus and remind herself she wanted to be there. I had been looking forward to working again. But I loved my sweet, baby with all my heart, and I ached to leave her at daycare.
Childrens Academy the happy place where I left that difficult day and many, many days afterwards understood this ache. They knew what I was going through. And they helped me through it, through that pain and the many more pains I felt over the years they cared for My baby. Now I'm feeling a new kind of ache, because it's suddenly time to say goodbye to this wonderful place and begin a new chapter of our lives. We walked into the doors of Childrens Academy for our last time. Words alone can't begin to thank all of you for all of the years of love and care you have given to us. We are very grateful to have had your faces to greet us every morning. I couldn't be more thankful to have found such an amazing place. As a first time parent, having to put my child into daycare was something I was not looking forward to (to say the least). Not only was the thought of being away from my new baby devastating, but to leave her with "strangers" was quite a scary thought. I can honestly say that Childrens Academy and all the friends we made were like family.
No more daycare center laden with the distinct perfume of babies, diapers and Cheerios. Yes, I am absolutely ecstatic but I am also feeling real, true sadness about leaving our daycare center. I thought it wouldn't be too big of a deal when this day came. But the constant lump in my throat since I realized we were leaving tells me that it is a Very Big Deal, indeed. My support system when I needed them, providing advice and assuring me I was not failing at this parenting thing. The staff didn't just watch my baby they assist in nurturing, and helping her grow socially and academically and ultimately making me comfortable with the fact that I was working and not able to be with her all day, every day.
This is why this goodbye is so difficult. Because my daycare center is a gem. I knew when I left the daycare center for the last time, I would be sobbing. I was saying goodbye to some people who helped shape my sweet girl into the fine young lady she is today, and enabled me to be confident in my decision to be a working mom. And even more poignantly, I said goodbye to The Baby Chapter of her live.
I walked out of there, ready for the next chapter -- but yet so very sad to turn the page on this last great one.
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