i wanna write these things down. the way a straw vibrating in it's lid makes a sound like a flock of geese. it's magic. i feel magic and i'm vibrating right now. my hearing has changed. the light is different.
emily huber has a studio in her apartment in brooklyn. she is an artist. she can make you fly. she is a magician. she doesn't use drugs or smoky mirrors, but she uses her hands. and spirit - she has a tickly, funny, warm spirit that reaches in and tries to get you to come out from wherever you are. (me, i'm on the floor). emily is a healer. she is a maseuse, yogi, spiritual, spirited health practitioner. recently after hearing about her via. my boss, moon and the lovely ladies of lava, (and so many others...) i went to see her for a massage. we ended up doing positional therapy and massage. emily went way over the hour. i was in serious pain. she talked about the little things, and the story that each one of us has invented for ourselves. i really appreciated hearing about that. i wanna know more. i definitely plan on going to see emily again. i seriously have been hearing about emily FOREVER. i know i've probably met her / hung out with her and just don't remember. my story - part of my story, and what i told emily about when i walked in to her studio / when i was filling out the initial consent / form for the practice) was dealing with the history of anorexia, obesity, bulemia. the "hypervigalence" that hovers around. i sort of freaked when i was s'posed to take off my clothes. (i opened the door and asked "my pants too?" - ("yes!") we found out the half frog is my pose. it's not actually my lower back, like i thought - it's my 2 joints? my siatica? we released them and it was awesome. my legs were 2 different lengths when i went in, and emily made them even again. it's all about the hips. mine are fucked up. i felt like i was floating on a cloud. i forgot to say - when i walked in, em greeted me with a cup of water. how cool is it to be greeted with a cup of water? (especially on a 101 degree day?) i have wished i was there a that cup of water threshhold so many times since i went. i can't believe it was only 2 days ago - it seems like so long ago. positional therapy is truly magic. emily applies pressure to a point on your body. she'll ask - "does this hurt?" or "is this tender?" and usually it is. so she'll adjust it, and then apply the same pressure to the same point, only this time there's no pain or tenderness (thus the magic) poof... just like that. and you'll think she's not pressing as hard or something, but she totally is! this was the magic and "little things" emily was talking about (that i love) - one of the many very simple things we can do to release. it doesn't have to be, like we all tend to think, these gigantic, enormous things we must do perfectly. it's just... little things. magic. xoxo read more