For euthanasia, I would NEVER call or recommend Dr. Knapper. My dog SUFFERED, for a while. He was recommended to me by another person for in home euthanasia. I had called Dr. Knapper and left a vm explaining that I didn't want my dog to feel any pain because at a previous vet visit, her blood was drawn for a heartworm test and she was yelping in pain when they were sticking her in the leg. I didn't want another horrifying experience like that.
Dr. Knapper came to my home on an admittedly hectic day with a lot of people supporting me and my dog, around. However, I had absolutely no introduction with him, he just came to a room where I was standing and asked where my dog was. At the time, she was under my desk and he told me to get her out. She was actually asleep and I was upset about dragging her out, it felt very uncomfortable to do so but I got the impression that he was in a rush so feeling under pressure, I pulled her out. Without any explanation of what was about to happen or what he was going to do, he just gave her two injections in her back. He said she might feel a pinch and yelp but she never did. He then told me that he had given her some tranquilizers that would make her go to sleep in about 5 minutes or less. That's NOT what took place.
My dog went running frantically around the house all over, trying to run out of the back door, etc. I was in an absolute panic, crying and freaking out wondering why she wasn't relaxing and lying down and going to sleep. After several minutes, Dr. Knapper said it wasn't working and gave her a 3rd shot! She didn't feel it but shortly after she began to appear disoriented and confused. I brought her bed to the kitchen where she was at the time - not a place I would have wanted her to be but I wanted her to be comfortable. She sat in her bed and began to whimper and cry out and she was shaking profusely from head to tail. Her shaking and crying sent me into even more of a panic and frenzy and I was crying out for support to come to her and help me calm her down. I was very angry that my dog was suffering like this and I had no idea what was going on with my dog.
After supportive friends, my husband and his nephew came into the room to help calm my dog, I completely lost it and was in a state of shock, fear, disgust, and absolutely mortified that my dog was going through such a mortifying situation. I thought an animal just peacefully went to sleep, this was anything but peaceful. I had to leave the room because I was actually vomiting due to the situation being so upsetting. I'd like to stop and say here that I went through the end process with my dog but I couldn't. I was so traumatized by what happened to her, I couldn't continue to watch her suffer. Cowardly, yes. I know.
I loved my dog so much and she was everything to me, I wanted nothing more than to hold her and be with her and let her know how much she meant to me but this nightmare made that into something that I couldn't even handle. Thank goodness my husband, his nephew and friends were able to calm her to the point that she was finally snoring and peacefully asleep.
When my husband came back to the room I was in, he was in hysterical tears and said, "she's gone hon" We both cried our hearts out and there was no word from Dr. Knapper to me whatsoever, he had already gone. My husband had paid him and he had left without a word to the woman whose dog he euthanized.
After crying for some time, I went back out into the kitchen to see my dog, she was lying in her bed, finally at peace, out of pain and misery. However, there was BLOOD on her ears, her leg and her bed!! This was even worse. I was infuriated and naturally freaked out even more at this point and I was crying "why is there blood all over her!?" My husband tried to calm me and said that her vein had burst when Dr. Knapper had administered the final euthanasia medication.
As you might imagine, these memories haunt me every single day. I don't know that this will ever be something that goes away, I think I will have to live with these horrid memories for the rest of my life. I had to euthanize a cat once, due to severe kidney failure and stroke, it was in a vet office and it was peaceful. My cat was brought to me in a blanket, in a relaxed state and I was able to hold him and say goodbye. That is what I expected with my dog, I expected to be able to hold her and for her to slowly go to sleep and in peace, however, her final moments were sadly in misery, fear, possibly pain and anxiety so bad that she was shaking uncontrollably while she cried out in fear.
I will NEVER forgive Dr. Knapper for this experience and I will NEVER forget it. I will also NEVER be able to forgive myself for hiring him and accepting any recommendation of him.
I thank my wonderful friends and husband and his nephew for being there for me and my dog during this incredibly horrible experience. They were my dogs angels. read more