They/ he my past therapist and med consular,will build you up having you feel they are there to…read morehelp you through your struggles and try and find your peace. All the while they are putting lies in your file to make you sound more messed up than you are. This place, i feel wants to help their clients, but at the same time, it feels to drum up money by making them sound "sicker" than they are. It feels everyone is labled in the same category. They do a lot of talking, giving ideas, but they lack in giving you the emotional tools, ideas or encouragement to get well. They do not focus on anything positive. They(he) try and keep you in a negative emotional place.
They are a business, plain and simple. They are selling goods, pills and people. These things others might need.
But, in my experiences being built up verbally after a very abusive upbringing, was needed. Then there is the trama of brain surgery for a cancerous brain tumor. The long hospital stay and the trama of my entire life changing. Then, the recent trama of loosing my mother. That one, i had no one at this facility to call. The most trama filled situation and no one was there. In my session that followed, i was a mess... that session a blur. The only thing i remember is having the therapist say sorry, and give my s number to h isoffice incase a emergency happened again. And all I realized, I got through that without meds and without him. I'm so Blessed that I have my faith, I have Jesus, my dad, brother, my pastor and my church! And none of them make up lies about out me.
I was a sitting duck for being manipulated and falling for this kind of fake for money "carring" in my opinion, it was all an act. So, I find in my file all sorts of lis about me that my "therapist" and the Phycologist put in their records. Really, really messed up stuff. Educated professionals who have known me for yrs look at what's said and are flabbergasted. "This isn't you." "Do they have the wrong person?" And all I can think of is, Proverbs 19:9 Proverbs 6:16-19 and Romans 12:19
I give it to God and let it go, moving forward. However, I also leave this for others as a warning about places like this. Not all are like this. You really need to do your research.
I had some trust issues before.
Now you can only imagine how I'm feeling. But im picking myself back up again. Brushing this one off. I'm starting from ground zero again, but a bit wiser in this area.
My advice, if this is what reviews are partly meant for, a picture to make an informed decision. Then my advice, Avoid this place! It's part of the recent systems that promotes pills over personal growth. I believe medication is a necessity at times, but It can not be the main healing point. Don't do what I did and ignore the red flags. If your therapist greats you on a screen meeting looking like he just chugged the entire bottle of cough syrup and can't keep his eyes open at 11:00am. Dump him!
To put his false record straight. 1. I'm a highly religious person and I have a church family.
2. I'm highly active in my community. Some of those activities are live streamed for defending my community regarding building codes for the disabled.
3. I have many hobbies, art, planting, singing, music, walks, and relearning to walk and function after brain surgery.
I'm not married (although he said I was)
I do not self harm, that would definitely defeat the whole recovering from brain cancer thing...
Oh, and my "angry/ hostile mood" he indicated. I was always kind, polite, and direct when he/they asked me questions. Never once angry. And I still am not. I'm disappointed, disappointed that I wasted so much of my time driving round trip two hours, to be treated like this, to be lied about, manipulated by his kindness, and what seemed like genuine help. It doesn't feel as if he heard me, or cared. Now this experience is just one more to add to my trama box.... but it will be short lived. I've already found a great group of people.
Stay far away from this place, IF you want true help.