Discriminatory practices against volunteers-in-training. Not just discriminatory, but…read moretraumatizingly so. A day before being sworn-in to become a CASA, I was told that the organization does not want me to continue with them, because they had made horrible assumptions about my character and personality, including that I was arriving to trainings inebriated (which they told me only as they were kicking me out of the program, not in any way that was a question, like: "are you inebriated? were you inebriated?", instead: "Some people thought you may have been" -- oh, some people thought, that's a good reason to keep a person from volunteering with foster youth. I'm glad you're not working with the law or anyth- oh, right), as well as that I was too enveloped in my own trauma to help (my mistake for letting them know I had experienced trauma in the past when they asked me. I guess I should have lied, since from then on out, everything I said, they assumed was me talking about trauma).
They left me broken. Do you know how heartbreaking it is to have a plan like this, know how you're going to work with foster kids and youth and help them feel heard, walk through life feeling like you have this goal and working towards it -- then not only being stopped from it, but being told that people think you're weird? That when you thought you were being helpful in group discussions, in training sessions, they were writing you up for being drunk?
I wasn't actively traumatized before, and I don't know why they were obsessing over that, but when I emailed the person who did the interview with me about it to tell them that I feel uncomfortable with the fact that they keep bringing it up and just wonder if there's anything more to the issue, they kicked me out that very day, claiming that my email asking about this issue was "defensive" and "raised many red flags". I would beg to differ, as my email literally ends with "Sorry for the long email -- I just wanted to explain everything so it doesn't seem like I'm being rude or anything"
All I'm saying,
I can't imagine they treat volunteers better than they treat families, children, youth. I am horrified for the future. This is absolutely horrific, judgemental, disgusting behavior.
By the way, the reason I was "behaving strangely" -- I'm neurodivergent. But of course, they don't care about that.
Just remember, they view disability as drunkenness. Shameful. Shameful.