i went to this program back in 2022 for 5 months and i left when i turned 18 because i just could no longer be there. now that it's almost been two years, i've done a lot of reflecting about my time there. while there were some dedicated and compassionate staff members, overall, my experience had a lot of difficult moments. one of the most significant issues i faced when i was there was the lack of proper handling of situations when individuals were struggling intensely. while there were a few staff members who genuinely cared and supported me during those difficult moments, many others made me feel ashamed for my struggles, particularly when it came to my self harm. instead of providing understanding and empathy, i often felt judged and misunderstood. this lack of support made it challenging to be vulnerable and open up about my struggles with most of the staff. now the point system.... not great. the point system was for group activities and school and it literally felt so arbitrary and unfair. there was an incident when i was feeling suicidal and i had to step out of a group session, i ran out because i didn't know what to do. as a result of this, points were taken away which seemed illogical given the severity of the situation. it felt as though the staff failed to recognize that i would struggle to utilize my coping skills effectively. this lack of understanding created a lot of stress and hindered my progress. another thing, my experience with my assigned therapist(kierra) was deeply disappointing. not to mention, they assign you a therapist based on the house you're at, not your needs. when i shared my past experience of sexual assault with the therapist i had, i expected support and validation. instead, i felt so invalidated and felt blamed for what happened to me. she suggested that i could've prevented the assault from happening. this response was deeply hurtful and displayed a lack of understanding and sensitivity. on a positive note, i did develop a strong connection with one of the staff members who made me feel safe and supported. i felt comfortable being vulnerable and sharing my thoughts and my emotions. however, this connection that i had with her was seen as an unhealthy attachment by the higher up staff, leading to restrictions on my interactions with her. i struggled to comprehend how denying me access to the person who provided me the most support would contribute to my healing and growth. in terms of the programs strengths, my family specialist and a few other staff members had a very positive impact on me and they genuinely cared and helped me navigate the program. their support was crucial in getting me through the entire program. however one area where the treatment center fell short was post program support. while individuals leaving the program were allowed to stay in contact with a staff member for an extended period, i was told i could only get support for one month, to prevent dependency and this honestly felt misguided and neglectful of my ongoing well being. so in conclusion, this program had its pros and im sure there are individuals who have had positive experiences. however from my perspective, it was not the transformative experience i initially anticipated. the lack of understanding, inconsistent support and questionable decision making regarding aftercare left me feeling let down. i really hope that this program has made improvements since my time there to better serve individuals in need. read more