(Part 2 of 1)
The second person I knew worked at a Homedepot at Shady Grove Rockville Maryland. I can't remember his name so I will refer to him as Toro. Toro and I worked together at Homedepot for several months, but we only got to know each other for possibly two weeks. We ended up getting to know each other, because he liked my work ethic. Evidently he had been watching how I do my job and liked people that take pride in their work.
After the second week I got to know him, I didn't see again. I had learned he had lost his job at Homedepot job, lost his girlfriend and something else. I can't remember if he lost his car or not, but if it is true, it explain way he might have been late for work. I am sure there was a lot more going on that I did not know about. I learn he was at the subway when he ended his life by train.
What hit me hard is the last conversation we had. Either it was another associate or an actor who took their life, but it was the core of our conversation. I remember him saying he would never do that no matter how bad things got. We talked about people one could go to for help as well. Whatever happened, happened in a series of three or four close together. If he came to the store begging to keep his job, his pleas fell on deaf ears.
Finally,
When I met my wife, she had told me she once tried to take her own life, but the pills didn't work. Evidently her body and spirit were as one and rebuked the pills she had taken.  I know my wife has been depressed from time to time as I have. It takes a special kind of person to see the signs and snap them out of whatever funk you're partner's in.
Suicide doesn't care if you die, because the depression will most certainly move onto someone else. Misery loves company and this is why suicide and misery do well together...stick with laughter and joy...they are better company.
I am glad there is a Suicide Hotline, because when I was depressed, that phone line didn't really register with me, but now, there are more ways to get help than just a phone line. "Even the darkest night will end, and the sun will rise"...a helping hand will always be there... read more