I was a nonbeliever of spirituality. I considered myself as logical and rational, and it's because I analyze almost all aspects of my life. However, all that changed when a friend of mine introduced me to Chanel. After long hours and days of thoughtful consideration I decided to pick up the phone and call her. Little did I know that the call would change my life forever!
Reflecting back over a year ago I was in such a dark, painful, and dangerous place. There were days I couldn't get up out of bed. I was hurting so deeply from past relationships, painful memories of my divorce, and now, single looking for love. I found myself struggling to even want to live, and it's in that moment I knew I had to make a change. As a clinician I was well aware of the recommendations for mental health. Therefore, I was seeing a therapist, a psychologist, a psychotherapist, group therapy, meditation retreats, and considered taking psychological medication. I pretty much exhausted all avenues of the typical healing therapy.
I started reading and studying spiritual healing. I attended seminars of motivational speakers. I even saw psychics and card readers, yet no one made an impact on my life nor contributed to my healing.
There was one morning I woke up with physical and emotional pain. I felt like death was upon me, and the first person I thought of was Chanel. This is because I had been calling her for the past couple of months for advice, and I remembered Chanel giving me advice but never asking me for money. She would always remind me that my life will always be amazing, and that God has written a path for me. She never pushed me into working with her. Her voice would be so calming. She was very spiritual, and her guidance and advice would always make me feel relaxed and comforted. It was in that moment that I made that call, I had finally opened up, because at this point I had hit rock bottom. Brushing my teeth was painful, the panic was getting unbearable, and I couldn't find joy in things that used to make me happy. I was about to emit myself to the psych ward, because I thought I was going crazy. Chanel reminded me that medication will only mask the pain that I was going through, and she offered herself to me.
All through this hardship, and mental and physical turmoil, Chanel has always been there to guide, to advise, and lift my spirit. Chanel is genuine, kind, and for that there is no amount of money that I could have offered her that could have sufficed the healing that she provided for me. Everything she told me and promised me had become reality. I did not believe her when she said that my life would be amazing, and I would receive more than what I wished for. She told me I would have love, joy, my children's support, and that God would not give me what I couldn't handle. But everything she predicted and promised has come true.
I can never thank Chanel enough for all those countless hours, days, and months that she has spent healing me. I would call her in the middle of the night, early morning, or even midday, and each time she would always pick up. When she would go away on a spiritual retreat for me, she would make sure to set up a time and a "code word" so that I can contact her in case of an emergency. As I mentioned, my panics and anxiety were worsening, and because of that Chanel wanted to always be there for me to make sure that I was safe. She literally saved my life. I know now that I would not have survived this darkness without her guidance.
So if you're reading this and having hesitation, you're not different than me a year ago. But I want you to know, that Chanel is not your typical psychic or spiritual healer. She is a friend, and actually I consider her family. No one has ever invested so much personal time and effort in my happiness. For that, her service is invaluable. I will forever be grateful, thankful, and blessed that God had allowed Chanel to come into my life. She taught me to love myself, to be patient, and to let God do the rest.
Chanel, I love you. You are an angel sent from the heavens. This post doesn't even do you any justice, because I am unable to put into words how much you have influenced my life for the better. You have changed how I see the world and view myself. For once I know what it feels like to actually love myself. Your gift is truly God sent. I am forever indebted to you. read more